Friday, June 08, 2007

Drained

Drained, drained & drained – nothing drains me more than having to convince that I am honest about something, and after a time, all that you can hope is, that you will be seen from outside the mess.

I do not subscribe to the karmic cycle, but one thing I definitely believe – You Screw Up – You Pay Up.

I realize that I see things from a long term both ways – a long term of events that shaped me up, my situations, my everything, and a forward view of what things can be, hope of better things, and always a smile in the stride – However, something that does not really change is the way I behave by the – point-in-time of how I feel.

At present, I am just drained – I hope for a smile to shine through in the morning.


~ to myself, John 2007

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